Talking

Haven't you noticed that the hardest thing for us to do is talk to other people about what we really feel? Even if they are our closest friends, we still can't seem to tell them everything. Although we can tell them some things that we can;t tell other people, but there are just some of those things that we don't tell them.
It's frustrating for me because even if I wanted to say something, I can't. The words just don't come out of my mouth. Ever have that feeling?
You think I want to say something... but you don't. Then you regret your decision not to say anything, but the next time a moment presents itself, you still can't say anything.
Is it really that hard for all of just to tell the people closest to us how we feel?
Would that be too much to ask?
I would feel better knowing something because that person had that much trust in me to tell me. Your confidence in your friendship drops if your friend doesn't tell you anything or don't confide in you.
I HATE that feeling